these words that I whisper (#4)

iwillstillopenthewindow:

for aweekofkagehina - Day 4: bloom or quote
written by: iwillstillopenthewindow
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It’s no surprise to anyone (well, at least to Hinata and the team) that Kageyama’s more of an ‘actions speak louder than words’ person.

Hinata supposes that it is kinda better to have your boyfriend hold you in his arms as he buries his nose in your hair after you’ve taken a bath rather than to see him sweating profusely as he grumbles, “Niff.. naf.. nice… your head’s looking pretty good! Good job!”

(Though seeing Kageyama all red and biting his lip as we waits for Hinata’s reaction to his ‘compliment’ is kinda endearing.)

Kageyama says “Good morning” by tightening his hold on Hinata’s waist if he stayed over last night, or by the text message that challenges Hinata to a race if he didn’t.

(Hinata looks forward to the first one. Kageyama does too.)

Kageyama says “See you later” by tugging on Hinata’s hand, the one that he’s been holding ever since they got out of the house or since they’ve seen each other that morning, before going to their separate classrooms and giving it a little squeeze.

(Hinata tugs on Kageyama’s collar after because his boyfriend can be pretty stupid at times like this so he has to do all the work just to get a kiss. But when Kageyama starts kissing back… it’s all guwaaah and pwaahh.)

Kageyama says “I trust you” by tossing to Hinata again and again, failure after failure, success after success, day after day. 

(Hinata does as well. So he believes again and again, failure after failure, success after success, day after day, jump after jump.)

Kageyama says “Well done” by ruffling Hinata’s hair and smirking at Hinata like he’s so damn proud of him, of them.

(And Hinata says, “One more time!”)

Kageyama says “I’m sorry” by actually saying it, his voice muffled by Hinata’s hair while Hinata’s most likely crying in his embrace, his voice full of apologies and I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry.

(Hinata hugs him back and chokes out an apology as well because he’s also in the wrong and accepts Kageyama’s apology the same way Kageyama forgives him.)

Kageyama says “Thank you” by giving Hinata whatever Hinata’s given him, like pork buns, juice boxes, spikes, kisses, hugs, time, chances, and himself.

(One of the most memorable birthdays that Hinata has ever celebrated with Kageyama is that year when Kageyama took Hinata’s hand and placed it on top of his chest, right above his heart, giving Hinata his gift before  wishing him a happy birthday.)

Kageyama asks “Are you sure you’re okay with me?” by looking like he’s internally preparing for the day when he can’t ask Hinata the same question because Hinata’s not there anymore.

(That has only happened once because the first time that Hinata sees Kageyama like that, he slaps Kageyama’s cheeks really hard before gently pulling him down to rest their foreheads together and that’s how Hinata says “I’m here. That’s why I’m here.”)

Kageyama says “I love you” by doing everything above, by filling in Hinata’s spaces, by filling his own. Kageyama says it every time his eyes cannot leave Hinata’s, every time his heart does the thud thud thud thing, every time his own lips form a smile when Hinata’s do,every time they both get fired up, every time when he’s with Hinata. Kageyama says it just by being there.

(Just like Hinata.)

Kageyama says “I love you” a lot. 

(Hinata does as well.)

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